Post by SK on Aug 14, 2010 23:40:11 GMT -5
As he went into his chamber, SK sits down on the mat, and closes his eyes as he has much to meditate on. Many images started to flood his mind. From his time as a Jedi, to the times that he was with Glow. Glow, how has he forgotten about her so? It has been almost two years since he has seen or heard from her. For all intents and purposes, she was more likely dead, or has moved on from him. He still thinks about her a lot, but knows that there is nothing that he could do for her, or for himself, if he kept trying to chase after her.
He has always been alone, from the start with his family being killed as he was an infant, to when he was a Jedi, and thought that he had found a family, only to know that they sent him packing after making a mistake.
A lot of what has happened to him has caused him to go to the darkside. Too many times has he lost loved ones, and it had hurt just too much. He had done everything that he could to try and keep them in his life, or to save them, yet he just continues to lose all that he cares for, and that had made him a complete failure in his eyes.
Glow. He still could not get her off his mind. How has he lost it all? He was once happy, and a gentle person, but now he kills people to get rid of his hurt. Pain among others is what he thrives for. To give people the pain that he has had to endure his whole life, he now gives it back to the people. Everything that he does, is because of the pain that he feels in his heart. If she were to come back into his life, then possibly, just possibly he could let it all go, and retire from his life of destruction, but he knows that there is no way that she would. He has been chasing a dream for so long, that the pain of not finding her has caused him to go further into the darkside.
"Do I want the hurt to end? Yes. Can I make the hurt stop? No. Forever will I live in the darkside, and forever will my soul be intertwined with the dark path. For too long have I given up everything for everyone, it is now time for me to take everything from everyone. Like what my father told me, "Destroy everything, so that there will be no more hurt."
"Glow. Why can't I get her off of my mind? What is happenening to me? I must do what I can to get rid of this hurt, and I will do so..."
He is still medidtating when he got a vision. It was a vision of him as a Jedi again. Saving all those that needed saving. He could see Luke and Mara, Caitlin, Pappy and Gert, and all the others that used to be his "family", but then the vision take a turn for the worst. Instead they look at him like an outsider, like they all hated him. Hate. That word comes to mind a lot. Hate is what causes pain, and pain is what thrives him. Pain is what drives the galaxy. Pain is what will make people understand just what it has been his entire life. It is pain that makes him stronger. It is pain that will bring peace to the galaxy.
"Pain..." he says, as he opens his eyes, and sees that he is now at his destination of Dantooine. If pain and suffering is what the galaxy wants, then it is pain and suffering is what they will get. No more shall I be left to hurt, and no more shall it consume him. With everyones pain, it will bring him happiness. With everyone's destruction, it will lead him to peace, and that is what his obective will be, to bring as much pain and suffering to the citizens of this galaxy.
He then walks to his pilot's seat and sits down, and then looks at the planet of Dantooine in front of him.
"Forever shall trhis galaxy know my pain!" he yells. "For Pain, that is the cure for all..."
He has always been alone, from the start with his family being killed as he was an infant, to when he was a Jedi, and thought that he had found a family, only to know that they sent him packing after making a mistake.
A lot of what has happened to him has caused him to go to the darkside. Too many times has he lost loved ones, and it had hurt just too much. He had done everything that he could to try and keep them in his life, or to save them, yet he just continues to lose all that he cares for, and that had made him a complete failure in his eyes.
Glow. He still could not get her off his mind. How has he lost it all? He was once happy, and a gentle person, but now he kills people to get rid of his hurt. Pain among others is what he thrives for. To give people the pain that he has had to endure his whole life, he now gives it back to the people. Everything that he does, is because of the pain that he feels in his heart. If she were to come back into his life, then possibly, just possibly he could let it all go, and retire from his life of destruction, but he knows that there is no way that she would. He has been chasing a dream for so long, that the pain of not finding her has caused him to go further into the darkside.
"Do I want the hurt to end? Yes. Can I make the hurt stop? No. Forever will I live in the darkside, and forever will my soul be intertwined with the dark path. For too long have I given up everything for everyone, it is now time for me to take everything from everyone. Like what my father told me, "Destroy everything, so that there will be no more hurt."
"Glow. Why can't I get her off of my mind? What is happenening to me? I must do what I can to get rid of this hurt, and I will do so..."
He is still medidtating when he got a vision. It was a vision of him as a Jedi again. Saving all those that needed saving. He could see Luke and Mara, Caitlin, Pappy and Gert, and all the others that used to be his "family", but then the vision take a turn for the worst. Instead they look at him like an outsider, like they all hated him. Hate. That word comes to mind a lot. Hate is what causes pain, and pain is what thrives him. Pain is what drives the galaxy. Pain is what will make people understand just what it has been his entire life. It is pain that makes him stronger. It is pain that will bring peace to the galaxy.
"Pain..." he says, as he opens his eyes, and sees that he is now at his destination of Dantooine. If pain and suffering is what the galaxy wants, then it is pain and suffering is what they will get. No more shall I be left to hurt, and no more shall it consume him. With everyones pain, it will bring him happiness. With everyone's destruction, it will lead him to peace, and that is what his obective will be, to bring as much pain and suffering to the citizens of this galaxy.
He then walks to his pilot's seat and sits down, and then looks at the planet of Dantooine in front of him.
"Forever shall trhis galaxy know my pain!" he yells. "For Pain, that is the cure for all..."
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