Xam's Music and Moods

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Ok... so we all know that I'm the kind of girl who couldn't live without her music... so this is the place where I plan to share with you guys whatever songs either fit my mood, or simply are what's on my current playlist... hopefully this will get updated often! Much love!

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"Kiss of Dawn"-- HIM

Blinded I am
And so are you
By shedding tears
Confusion that separates us two
We hold dear

Just look into my eyes
Kiss our fears goodbye

I'm reaching for your shadow
Drowning in the kiss of dawn
Touching the pain that you left me with
At the kiss of dawn

I'm tired of the games
I'm playing with you
When you're not here
Death frees from the fear of dying
It's true, have no fear

Let me look into your eyes
And see death pass us by

I'm reaching for your shadow
Drowning in the kiss of dawn
Touching the pain you left me with
At the kiss of dawn

I'm reaching for your shadow
Drowning in the kiss of dawn
Touching the pain you left me with
At the kiss of dawn

I'm reaching for your shadow
Drowning in the kiss of dawn

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"Courtesy Call"-- Sixx A.M.

[Dialtone, knocking]
[Female voice:] Housekeeping...
[Knocking]
[Female:] Hello, housekeeping?
[Tries, door, knocking]
[Female:] Hello?

Well you found me, but I don't know
Why you wanna save me...
Well, God is great and God is good
But God didn't help me when he could
And life dances so lonely by.

This is just a courtesy call
This is just a matter of policy
This is just an act of kindness
To let you know that your time is up
This is just a courtesy call
This is just a matter of policy
This is just an act of kindness
To let you know that your time is up

I, I can't feel anything
My arms are numb and I'm hoping
You noticed the line I left off
All that you'll find inside
Are bells and butterflies
But I'll be smiling when I die

This is just a courtesy call
This is just a matter of policy
This is just an act of kindness
To let you know that your time is up
This is just a courtesy call
This is just a matter of policy
This is just an act of kindness
To let you know that your time is up

This is just a courtesy call
This is just a matter of policy
This is just an act of kindness
To let you know that your time is up

[Knocking]
[Female:] Sir, I know you're in there; are you okay?
[Male voice:] Excuse me, ma'am, what's the problem here?
[Female:] No one answering.
[Male:] Who's in here. Hello?
[Knocking]
[Male:] Hello? Step away from the door, ma'am
[Keys jingle, LOUD blunt thump, dialtone gets louder]
[Male:] Oh Jesus Christ!
[Female:] Oh! Ooh!

This is just a courtesy call
This is just a matter of policy
This is just an act of kindness
To let you know that your time is up
This is just a courtesy call
This is just a matter of policy
This is just an act of kindness
To let you know that your time is up

This is just a courtesy call
(Why'd you want to save me?)
This is just a matter of policy
(Why'd you want to save me now?)
This is just an act of kindness
(What'd you want to do it for?)
To let you know that your time is up
This is just a courtesy call
(Why would you wanna save my life?)
This is just a matter of policy
(I know you did or you could)
This is just an act of kindness
(It's been comin' for a long time, long time...)
To let you know that your time is up

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"Familiar Taste of Poison"-- Halestorm

Drink the wine

My darling you said

Take your time

And consume all of it

But the roses

Were only to drain my inspirations

The promises were spoiled

Before they left your lips



[Chorus}

I breathe you in again just to feel you

Underneath my skin

Holding on to

The sweet escape

Is always laced with the

Familiar taste of poison



I tell myself

That you're no good for me

I wish you well

But desire never leaves

I could fight this

'Til the end

But maybe I don't want to win



[Chorus]



I don't want to be saved

I don't want to be sober

I want you on my mind

In my dreams

Behind these eyes

And I wanna wake up

No not this time



[Chorus]



The familiar taste of poison x2

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"I Bleed"-- Halestorm

Only women bleed
For the men they so desperately need
Was I blind to see
All the reasons you wanted to be free
Questions, problems, answers, I’ve got none
This kind of love is killing me….

I BLEED, EVERYTIME YOU WALK AWAY
YOU WOULD LEAVE EVERYTHING
NOW I’M CRYIN’
I BELIEVED, WHEN YOU SAID YOU’D NEVER GO AWAY
BUT THEN YOU DID, NOW EVERY NIGHT, I PAY FOR IT
I BLEED

You left me at the start
The silence is deafening my heart
I examine my scars
Losing my mind wondering just what we are…
Questions, problems, answers, I’ve got none
What is this love you stole from me?

I BLEED, EVERYTIME YOU WALK AWAY
YOU WOULD LEAVE EVERYTHING
NOW I’M CRYIN’
I BELIEVED, WHEN YOU SAID YOU’D NEVER GO AWAY
BUT THEN YOU DID, NOW EVERY NIGHT, I PAY FOR IT


Why, why, … I don’t understand
Why, why, do you COLOR MY WORLD RED??

I BLEED, EVERYTIME YOU WALK AWAY
YOU WOULD LEAVE EVERYTHING
I BELIEVED, WHEN YOU SAID YOU’D NEVER GO AWAY
BUT THEN YOU DID, NOW EVERY NIGHT, I PAY FOR IT
AND THEN YOU DID, NOW EVERY NIGHT, I PAY FOR IT

Questions, problems, answers, I’ve got none

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"Somewhere I Belong"-- Linkin Park

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

[Repeat Chorus]

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

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"Straight from the Heart"-- Bryan Adams

I could start dreamin' but it'd never end
As long as you're gone we may as well pretend
I've been dreamin'
Straight from the heart

You said it's easy but who's to say
That we'd be able to keep it this way
But it's easier
Comin' straight from the heart

CHORUS:
Give it to me straight from the heart
Tell me we can make another start
You know I'll never go - as long as I know
It's comin' straight from the heart

I'll see you on the street some other time
And all our words would just fall outta line
While we're dreamin'
Straight from the heart

Give it to me straight from the heart
Tell me we can make one more start
You know I'll never go - as long as I know
It's comin' straight from the heart

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"When I See You Smile"-- Bad English

Sometimes I wonder
How I'd ever make it through,
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue

'Cause sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me,
And there's no way of breaking free
And then I see you reach for me

Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you, baby
And everything's alright, everything's alright

CHORUS:
When I see you smile
I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light, oh oh, I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Oh yeah, baby when I see you smile at me

Baby there's nothing
in this world that could ever do
What a touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew

And when the rain is falling
I don't feel it, 'cause you're here with me now
And one look at you baby
Is all I'll ever need, you're all I'll ever need

CHORUS

Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
And everything's alright, everything's alright

So right...

CHORUS 2X