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Post by Johnathan Kenobi on Aug 6, 2010 21:41:23 GMT -5
He smiled,"I was fine before,but thanks,and I've seen your panther form..to do that is just..well..I don't see why anyone wouldn't think its cool,it could be useful..well..I mean..I imagine it is quite useful..anyways."he smiled,then looked down,"Sometimes people judge you by your appearance."he said,flexing his shoulder muscles,the Sith Tattoo that wrapped around his shoulder was pulled tight,showing its full detail,he looked back up to her,his ice blue eyes were as calm as ever..
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Post by Jade Albright on Aug 6, 2010 21:48:24 GMT -5
~Her eyes look at him and then the tattoo. Her fingers trace it and her voice is whisper soft.~
Why don't you remove it John? Does it hurt you to see it?
~Her eyes watch her finger and then she blushes and lets her hand drop.~
It is my blood, that makes me different, but I would not want to be the same as anyone else. It is the core of us that we should look for.
~Her green eyes look up at his and they are sad.~
So much pain you have seen.
~Her hand touches his face softly and then slowly drops down~
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Post by Johnathan Kenobi on Aug 6, 2010 21:57:16 GMT -5
He sighs,"I keep it as a reminder...of that thing I was before the Jedi even exsisted in my world.."He couldn't help but have a soft smile,"You don't know how much I try to be different than the majority of the order,but deep down all of our intentions are the same,to bring peace and justice to the Galaxy."he looked into her eyes,seeing how sad she was,some part of him,hated that she was sad,and made him want to make her happy,"Pain..doesn't begin to describe what I've seen.."he sighed remembering that time when his body was placed in a KOLTO tank for six months due to his sith life,that was right before he came to the Order.
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Post by Jade Albright on Aug 6, 2010 22:02:16 GMT -5
~She listens as he speaks and nods.~
Not all scars are visible.
~She looks up at him.~
We all need each other John your not alone.
~She fingers a slight scar around her neck~
Nick saved me and I learned a lesson that day. Together we Jedi are stronger against the darkness. Your never alone John. If you need someone to talk to we are here.
~She cautiously hugs him giving him room to pull away if he wants to.~
You are strong remember that.
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Post by Johnathan Kenobi on Aug 6, 2010 22:08:02 GMT -5
He smiled and pulled her close,tears escaping his eyes,he hadn't cried in a long time,it had been drilled into him not to cry or show weakness for so long,it was refreshing to let go for a while,he hugged her tightly,yet still loosely to the point she could escape his grip if she wanted to,"Thank you.."is all he managed to say through his emotions.
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Post by Jade Albright on Aug 6, 2010 22:13:50 GMT -5
~She takes in a deep breath feeling his pain.~
John you should of told me you where hurting hun.
~She hugs him tight, pouring gentle healing light and peace into him. Her hand rubs soothing circles on his back.~
I am so sorry you thought you where alone. That was a failing in us that should of never happened. Forgive me.
~She leans her head against his chest holding on to him till he is ok.~
Is there anything I can do?
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Post by Johnathan Kenobi on Aug 6, 2010 22:21:04 GMT -5
He sighed,"No..its no one's fault..but my own."he wiped some tears,"There is no need for forgiveness,but if there was,you'd have been forgiven along time ago.."he said,"I'm sorry for not telling..I just..I have a hard time talking about my problems..I always think that someone somewhere is going through worse,so I should remain strong,and ignore the pain."he said,then thought.."There's nothing I can think of,you've already done so much.."he said,sniffing he caught the scent of her hair..it was strange,yet intoxicating to him,he liked it..but he didn't say anything,mostly because he wasn't sure how to say it..
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Post by Jade Albright on Aug 6, 2010 22:37:47 GMT -5
~She gave him one last good hug and stepped back.~
Thank you John, your very kind.
~She tugs him to the seats and sits down. She takes hims hand and looks at the scars on it and her finger traces one.~
Want to talk about it? Or let it go? If you need a ear to listen I am here.
~She looks up at his face and smiles thinking how brave he is and how nice it is to talk to him.~
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Post by Johnathan Kenobi on Aug 6, 2010 22:43:14 GMT -5
He smiled,and followed her to the seats,taking the one next to her he sighed,"Do you want to here a history lesson?"he joked,it was so long since he had a lengthly conversation with a Jedi..much less one he cared about,and one that obviously cared for him,he truly loved getting to talk to someone,he had so many scars from fights and battles,his worse scars were from his time as a Sith..when his master sent him to live with a Yuuzhan Vong..who taught him the true meaning of pain..it took him a long time to recover from those times,but here he is now,breathing just like the next person.
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Post by Jade Albright on Aug 6, 2010 22:46:24 GMT -5
~She gives a warm laugh.~
Tell me what is in here that is causing you pain.
~She taps his mind and then heart gently.~
I feel your pain and I don't like the fact your hurting.
~She holds his hand offering him comfort.~
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Post by Johnathan Kenobi on Aug 6, 2010 22:56:44 GMT -5
He smiles and lets his feelings flow through him,"I have so much power now..when I first came here..I was so weak compared to the other Jedi..but..since my Great Uncle died..I somehow inherited his powers..and well..its amazing how much energy he had..I just have the feeling I'm not worthy of this power,because..I never was a good Jedi..I always disobeyed the rules,I've always gotten into trouble..and I've hurt the people I swore to protect..I can't help but think that the reason no one wants to have anything to do with me is because I'm thought of as a Traitor.."he sighs,looking away,"I'm more or less just scared..weak and scared..as always.."he said,his ice blue eyes told the stories of times when thousands of deaths were all caused because of him.
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Post by Jade Albright on Aug 6, 2010 23:05:04 GMT -5
~She tugs on his hand hard.~
Stop insulting your-self John that is how the dark side whispers it's lies to you and pulls you back in. You are not weak, scared maybe but not weak.
~She looks at him and touches his face.~
I know you have it in you to stay Jedi and be stronger. And if you are ever tempted you come to me and talk to me. I will not let the dark side make you think you are weak.
~She looks at his hand and realizes she was gripping it too tightly. She blushes and let his hand go.~
Sorry.
~Her green eyes look at him.~
We need to meditate on the battle that you are facing and the mission tomorrow.
~She stands and pull out a soft large blanket. It is old but still beautiful. She spread it out and sits on it.~
Join me?
~She closes her eyes and pull the force to her and goes into a meditation hoping John will join her.~
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Post by Johnathan Kenobi on Aug 6, 2010 23:15:10 GMT -5
Johnathan smiled,"Thank you.."He said,and as she appologized fro his hand he laughed,"Its nothing..don't worry about it,if that were to bother me,I'd be a crappy 'warrior'."He winked and watched her,then dimmed the lights,and sat down on the quilt across from her,crossing his legs,he cleared his mind,and let himself slip into a deep meditation,calming himself,he was so in tune with the force that a bright blue glow surrounded him.
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Post by Johnathan Kenobi on Aug 7, 2010 18:02:09 GMT -5
Johnathan woke from his meditation and walked out to his Stealth X it was a gift from his dad,he climbed up in the Cockpit and started the engines,his droid powered up and he took off for Carratos,entering hyperspace once in space.
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Post by Jade Albright on Aug 7, 2010 18:26:49 GMT -5
~Jade comes out of her meditation and senses the others have left. Saying nothing she picks her stuff up and leaves.
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)checking the site..realizing no one's here and leaves